but if i had you

SO WELL, monday was an adventurous day with my dear cindy! :)
met up and we bused down to FORT CANNING PARK.
my frirst time there. hehee,
and because she just bought her DSLR, we camwhored like siaodingdong. :)

actually, fort canning park was really beautiful.. there were many pretty places to take pictures at (:
we toured around,,,.. and walk around.. and let the mozzies bite.
HAHA.

then we walked to clarke quay wanting to eat bak kut teh, but it was closed..
so bused to bugis and ate at LJS :)
then we went to bugis village to walk around and then went to buy koi (:
after that bused to town and walk around 313, then ion, then fep :D
wooohooo!!

it was really a WALKING day. was so tired after everything..
went home at around 10+ , and i sprinted back to kel's house.
heehe, ate B&J icecream! yummylicious! :D
hehehe,
thats all for MONDAY!

EKGR without G..

thursday to friday was CLIQUE day! :)

caught harry potter with family before i met estelle at her house's busstop :)
waited for renee to reached her house then we went to railway mall to eat supper :D
gladys couldnnt join us cos she fell sick. :(
prata for supper, and a guy suddenly approach us, and my heart jumped out lo. :/

played monopoly after that, and its really cool cos we used cash card one.
coool only~

then slept at 3 + am...

andd we woke up atlike 8am + the next day.. got ready and left the house.
waited for 963 express bus for like 30 mins until i realised that it is not servicing anymore.
cheated.
hahaha, then we took the normal 963 to sentosa.. :)

thank God we passed through the gaates yo! *phew*
then we played revenge of the mummy 7 times.
not bad eh.
it was super crowded that day.. so must queue up very long :(
but all in all, the day at USS was fun!!!!!!!

then renee left at about 6, while estee and i stayed on.. went to the beach to take a stroll..
and then somehow we walk walk wwalk until we found ourselves surrounded by barricades..
and we realised we were in AZURRA. loll.
but we just stayed in there and sat at the swing. ;lol.
then when we walk out, we realised we actually cannot go in one.. but somehow we walk by the back,
and though there were a group of security.. they didnt stop us.
how funny.

it was a day of "cheating-our-way-in"...
XD

then went to CHILLIES to eat.
after that we walked around the shops, then went back inside USS again (:
caught the LATE HOLLYWOOD SPECTACULAR .. and gee, we found the BEST SEATS yo.
but apparently, we were TOO NEAR.
so like , when everybody else went.."woooooooooooowwww"...
estee and i went "ouchhhhhhhh my eyes!!!"

cause it was seriously too bright, but thank God i took a video..
heeheee,
it waas so bright, but yet so pretty!
so frigging nice.
:)

then we went homee.
thank God for EKGR (: i love my clique ... since sec 1!
woohooo :>

thankful.

hellllllo people.
bah. this whole week so many things happened to me, but i am very thankful for KELZONE.
really seriously, very very deeep deeep deepest down---est down my heart, im thankful. (:

you may know what happened or you may not know, but i just want to say , thank you.
:D
im better now but i still do not dare to be out alone.. go out go home as long as outside.. i cant be alone.
:/
bah.

okay, anyway,...
jiejie and kel is back!!!! wooooooooopeeeeeeeeee. :)
happy happy.

watched megamind just now with jie, kel and kor! :D
hehee.
okay okay.
tomorrow steamboat with kelzone people! :D
woohoO!
alright now, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

losing passion for ballet. uhhhhhhhh.

i am well :) i feel better now. just having cough and flu.:/

anyway went to denise and dylan's house today! caught The Parents Trap!
veryyyyyyyy nice show!!!!!!!!!! :>
love it ! (:

oh well.
let me say.
i am gonnna kill myself. freaking ballet is twice a week everyweek till christmas?!
helllllooooooooooooooooooooooooo i lose the passion for sc dance related stuffs already lah!!!!
idw go back school for ballet.
argh.
no way.
no way noway nowaynowaynowaynoway.
can i just freaking quit. i hope jc allows me. but i bet she wont.
argh.

i seriously............. feel like ponning every session, but then,. i will just D.I.E when i see them again.
argh.
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i really wanna stop ballet. i really really really want.
i hateeeeeeee dancing when sc is a part.. i just dont enjoy dancing in school.
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ji dan.

this is a post of me venting out my frustration.
i seriously cannot take it anymore.
i wanna quit.
please.
:(

i would be jumping for joy if i am allowed to quit ballet.
i really really really dont wannna be in ballet anymore.
i havve suffered enough.
):
dont wanna sufffferrrrrr in thiis horrrrible thing anymore. i have given.up.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee "rocks".

Sick, still sick. Horrible feeling :(

party at jb :)

first to master the skill for swave board! frigging fun :D

i like thiss photo at Baskins Robbins :)
epic faces ! hahaa, :)

heeelloooo guys :)

thursday to saturday morning i was in JB :) hehehehe.
so well, thursday night met glad at lot 1 then met zah at lot 1 too :)
they came to lot 1 to pick us all up, then shortly after, adee reached!

zah's JB house is reallllllllly nice, like chalet like that!
then we watched karate kid and soon.. zah fell asleep..
hahah so left me, glad , adeeiot , izzu and shakir watching. ahahha, then we slept around 2 plus am..

the next day! we woke up around 9 am plus.. then went over to her aunt's house (which is 2 mins walk)
for breakfast.
ahhahaa, after that we went to play at the playground. it was frigging hot though.
then we got ready and left the house at 12 plus to go SHOPPING.
we shopped for 4 hours plus, and bought a lot of stuffs..
and ate icecream which was like ben and jerry like that. veyr nice.
and lunch at tanyon chicken.... nice :) the tom yum was niceeeeeeee!!!!
insyirah joined the 4 of us for shopping :) then we walk back to their house........... under the hot sun.
i swear............ hahahaa

then we realised all the carss were driving veyr slowly. ahaha.
anyway,i bought 4 tops, 1 pair of shoes, 1 bag, rubberband... and a top for nick boy,.. :)
hehee.

when we reached, we playyed swave board.. it was rather scary at first.. but then we got the hang of it.
i was the first to master the skill! then we cycled around their estate also.. no cars one. very nice :)
and flew kite!
then we watched ...... oh crap forgot what isit called.. some bimb show. haha,

and we were supposedly leaving at evening, then zah's mum asked if we could stay for one more night and leave the next morning.. so we called back and so we stayed for one more night!!!!!!!
so during dinner, we all wore our LOVE shirt :)
ehhehe, after dinner, we went to karaoke! soooooooo fun man. we were like screaming.
ahahhaa, !

then bought bubble tea and went back home..
glad, izzu, shakir and i stayed up the whole night to play cards. from 12 am to 6 am..
ahahhahaa, while zah and adeeiot slept.
hahaaa, it was really fun.. and like we were scaring ourselves man.
hahaha,

we left JB at 7 am plus.. :)

really enjoyed my stay at JB man!!!!! super fun and its really a simple life there.. like no distractions..
you cant access internet and all.. hahaa,,
nice place, we wanna go back again!!!!!!!!
love my loser friends :D

weddinggg bells

MY WEEKEND WAS FATABULOUS :)

well.. it was my dearestt sister and kelvin's wedding!! wooohooo ! :)
it was really awesome!
so happy for the both of them! and now they are at honeymoon.. enjoying themselves!

hmm.. i got my BOLD2 already!
whooooooooopeeeeeeee :)

okayy,.! extended curriculum have been okay.. :) heehee. just need to do hw now. rawr.
cant wait for tmr! going JB with izzah gladys and adeeelaa! staying over at izzah's msia house..
then we're gonna have movie marathon,.and go shopping and ccamwhore.
woohooO!
love it love it love it! :)

alright now! ttyl! (:

evvverybody in love

omgggggoooooooodnessssss!!!!!!!!

i love my nephew! he is tooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!!
he is so shuai, so handsome, so playful, so naughty.
hahah.

he likes it when i dance, then he will laugh very cutely and loudly.
he is just so. ADORABLE!!!

if he is much older and he aint my nephew, i would fall for him!!!
hahahah :)

love my nephew!!!!!!
took like 100++ photos today of him liao! and he was sooooo scared of troy but yet he just kept staring at him and looking at him. then slowly his feaar became smaller but still kinda scared.
hahahaha,

love him!
i love my da sao too!!!!! she slimmed down so much, and of cos my BROTTHER!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDD

wheeeeeee, love family reunion!!!!

GLEE time :)

any time sooon... korkor, dasao, and nick boy will be home!!!!!!!

Marina bay sands *wink*

went over on sunday night for my sis's hens night.
haaha :)
it was really funn and the place was nice!
all the atas people were there.. heeeheee.

the room was quite huge.. and well we had pizza :)
started our sis's sabo at night..
it was really funny and fun!

saw edmund chen!!!!!!!!!!! he's sooooooooooooooooo shuaai man!
then took pic with him (see it above ^^)
then he sayang-ed me too. hahahaa, got the father instincts.
hahaaa,

sadly, didnt manage to swim but well, it was still a great experience there!
played sequence after everything, veryyyyyyyyyyfun!

and well, :) yupyupyup.
mc for two days..

and................ KOR KOR and DASAO and BABY NICK is coming home!!!!!!!!!!!!
they are touching down at 5 pm plus.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait to seeeeeeeeee them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh they shouldnt have change their flight timings, if not they would reach around 12 pm plus.
hais.
cant wait to see my nephew.
cant wait to hug him and carry him.
gahhhhhhhhhhh.

alright now :)
gooodnight! :)

intensive training

well... camp was horrendous. i mean, except for the slack bonding time with the sec 3s, everything else was just bad.

on friday night, we slept at around 3 plus, and woke up at around 7plus am on sat morning.
and from sat onwards we did not sleep until sunday.
though we had 1 hour nap in the music room,and 2 hours nap at 5.30 am to 7.30 am, it was not enough.
at 5 am, she made us do one last activity- to sing.
everybody was alr sooooooooooo tired!

so well, i was overly exhausted and started vomiting last night.
great huh.

this intensive training was fun with our slack times of taking photos, eating and chating and laughing.
we had a lot of nice foood in this camp!!
like jelly hearts, brownie, macs breakfast, magnum ice cream and so on and so forth..
but then the training we had.. the discussions we had was soo bad.
:/

gah,

okayy, so that was my camp.
when we break camp at 12.15 pm on sunday, i felt like i was just being released from prison.
haahaaahaa.

so thats camp! :)

run devil run

hellooo.. sigh, i have a prefects camp at 6 pm later..
and its until sunday 12 pm.
im not feeling too well but still am make to go :(
i just hope it will be fun and not boring though we all expect it would be..
and its just sec 3, not even the whole board..how fun can it get ?

and.. its sunita. wahh..
bet we will have to sit down the whole day listening to her talk and talk.
its gonna be soo... argh.

and then we will haave to make presentations to mrs low and all the vps..
sian ..
and and and i will miss service.
terrible.
sigh.

okay, this post is for me to vent out all my unhappiness.
hahaha,
havent started packing, cos imm having headache now :(
haiss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay,
byebyebye.

*cant wait for sunday!
hope that the haze will be gone!!!!!

The PSI has increased and its now 108.
No wonder the haze is soooo bad and its really unhealthy now.
I can't breathe properly when I'm out..
Hate the haze.

I hope it will be gone by sunday.. Seriously.
And sigh prefect camp is tomorrow till sunday..
Hope it will be fun..

Now I'm at hospital with emy and pam visiting pam's dad.
Hope he will be fine soon....

we will make it right

heyy,
oh weell...
past few days haas beeen great (:

but well.. my breathing difficulty worsened yesterday during ldrs meeeting...
i really felt very very very hard to breathe.. and nearly fainted. i was pale.
:/
but thank God jiejie noticed... yeahhhh, she knows me best! heehe (;

then after one hour plus, i finaally could breathe propeerly again. bet it was the haze.
thus, this mornign i went to see a doctor at the polyclinic, and thanks to emy, she accompanied me!!
we stayed in there for close to ... 4 hours!
cos, i had to go see a nurse, then go see the doctor, then i was send to take xray, then back to the doctor.
and the waiting time was long.

they couldnt detect anything, so they said im actually okay... maybe its just panic attack.
but why would i get panic attack so... frequently (once/twice a wk?)
so doc was like if i have breathing difficulty again, i should go and see a doc immediately so they will take an immediate xray to see if theres any changes to my lungs...
hais.

yup.so gonna rest and stay at home. :)
alright now!
byebye (:

oh and... LEAD(ers) invest just ended! it was on monday.. and it was really successful!
board dinner at swenssens was fun too! :) heehee.

dream a little dream of me

hmm how sad !!!
my two marking days were taken away. frigging sad :(
yesterday had personal effective course.. MAD series 3. started since sec 1.
well it was quite fun lah.

then we had etiquette and fine dining course at serangoon gardens club.
it was fun too like the speakers wwwwere reeally funny.
and we had a 4 course restaurant meal to try out fine dining skills/
hahaa

i said, its a preparation for my sis's big day!
haaahaa!
soo okay it was kinda fun but took up my WHOLE DAY. couldnt go out :(

and today... had to go school for invest practice.
invest is frigging next monday! so fast.
gah.
but rehearsal was quite fun too.. well, our skit is really quite funny :)
haha,
then went for ballettt.. didnt want to go at first.
haha but well ballet was fun too.

but SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
my marking days :(
didnt go out at all.
saadddddddddd.

gah!

tmr is physics o level spa ! crapp
very scared i do wrong :(
i pray it would be easy!
sighhh!
kkkk
byebey :)

yipeeedoooooo :)

wwwwoooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooo :)

exams are finaallly overr!
time for me to relax and lead a normal life!
but argghhh,....
freaking enrichment tmr gonna take up my WHOLE marking day :(

some stupid personal effective course then etiquette and fine dining.
rawr.
i think fine dining is still okay.. but the rest.... grrr.
okaayY! gonnaa watch glee :) heehee.

byebeybeyebyeby!

Heeelllooooo!
I am not suppoosed to be blogging but I'm blogging thru my phone :)
Eoy is in 2 hrs time!
Ss and emath paper 1!

I am scared but I know I CAN DO IT!!!
Kkkk byeeee :)

heeeeellllllllllooooooo,
okay i know, havent been blogging.. and i am gonna MIA until 12 oct..
as per normal, every year.

eoy is starting in 2 weeks time,
havent started mugging.
i pray for suffiicient time and strength.
i will i will i wiill complete my studies and revisions.
amen amen amen.

so i am gonna go on computer fast............ till 12 oct, the last day of eoy,
oh God, may that day come soon.
stress.

kkkkkk, but i will still be tweeting cos i can tweet with ipod and phone :p
ahhaaahaha,
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk,
see you!

cg is multiplying next week!!!!!!! woooshhhhhhhhhhhh :D
maybe, JUST maybe i will blog next sunday cos of multiplication.

alright.

JIA YOU KAR GO KAR JIA YOU KAR!
i will DO WELL FOR EOY!

oh, i'm running to Your arms

oheyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaa! :)

i haddddd a very very very great weekend!!!!!! (:
pst tan was just so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!

would you rather be a lost sheep or a master's dog?

i would chooose master's dog. :) this way you can lead a happppy life! heehee.

well, sunday was our very first ever kel zone combined meeting, and it was superrrrrrr awesome.
i had the honour to pray for CHC and pst on behalf of the whole zone.
TYJ! (:

so yup my weekend was fun! (:

and today (MONDAY). left house quite early, around 11, and then went to 313, studied/did hw at coffee bean while kel and i waited for jie.. then we went to bugis at around 2 plus.
bought koi!!! (:
and i drank each a cup before that.
ahah.

bought caramel+hazelnut milk tea.
shiokkkkkkkkkk.
then eat lunch alr we went to play arcade..
hoihohoho,

we played this throwing ball game... and then we realised we had freeee plays ! :D
so we just kept playing and playing. guess we earned about 200 plus tickets from that machine :P
play until our hands really very suan.
got muscles alr.
and it was a good work out. we sweated after that. hhoohoo.

and we played that coin game..
we missed 2 jackpots, and when the last one came, we striked it and earned 271 tickets!
i screamed man.
ahahahaha,
so i think after spending 3 hours plus in tthe arcade, we earned 1k plusssssssssss tickets.. other people earned a lot alot. its scary.
hahaha.

left iluma at about 8 (:
ahahahahhahaah!!!!!!

so yup. gotta go back school tmr for extra chem and physics lessons.
so tata!!!!

far far away

HELLLLLLOOO PEEPS!!!!!

so on wednesday, teachers day celebration, i went to UNIVERSAL STUDIO with ballet clique :)))))))))
woke up really early at like 6 and then when i reach newton, only lisa was there...
waited for the rest to reach then we went to vivo :)

ate breakfast at the foodcourt then georgia came to meet us,
then we went to universal studio!
we were way toooooo early. thanks andrea chan. ahahahah, so started camwhoring.
before going in, i already took close to 200 photos :P ahhaahahahahahahaha.

universal studio opened at 10 :) and we were one of the few that went in. toook alot of photos on the way , like walking.. and the inside is really cooooooooool and pretty!!!!!!!!
our first ride was the dinosaur theme park.
played the boat one... which was on water,.. the first time we took we kept screaming when we were inside the tunnel which was completely dark.. and then suddenly dinosaurs appears and make noise.
super scary, but we loved the part where we plunges down from very very high.. and being splashed by water :)
took tthis ride 7 times altogether because we wanted to prove that jolyn and the water has affinity.
HAHAHA.

we played all the rides, and the indoor roller coaster in the dark was superrrrrrr fun.
got go backwards one lo!!!!!!!! and then like drop from very high toooooooooo.
super duper fun lah!
the first time, we had to walk in the maze, then very scary..
cos suddenly got this guy stand there in the middle of the aisle.. and everybody was screaming.. like some haunted house.
and ii thought it was fake at first when it started moving.
andrea and megan was scared until they didnt dare to pass.
HAHAHAHA.

but the second time we went back he wasnt there anymore.
AHHAAHHA.
we played allllll the rides and took pictures with alottttttttttt of cartooon characters and shows characters :)
superrrrrrr nice (:

we watched shrek in 4D tooooooo! super cooooool and 4D rocks lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like we were really "galloping" and we felt water, air , wind and and when the spiders dropped in the movie, we felt it on our legs.
super gross.. but its superrrrrrrrrrrrrr coooooooooool.

then we watched this special effects film.
its really cool how they did it lah. super!!!!!!!! and we went to waterworks to watch too. we got really wet
cos the casts kept splashing water at us..
the whole drama was super nice!!!!!! got fireworks.
AHAHAH.

so on that day, we were wet and dry.
hAHAHAHHA,.
really really fun! and the stuffs there are really expensive.ee... theres so much to blog about, but cannot lah.
ahahahahah, so its kinda brief.
oh wells!
it was very worth it!!!!!! (:(:

we spent 8 hours thereere, then we went in to hershey's and shop! haahha
bought chocolates !!!!!
i was kinda burned at my face :O
heeeeeeheee,
so well, that was my wednesadayyyy and it was really fun :D